holy shit I am so sleepy

it’s only 10 what even

I have things to do THINGSSSSSS

so much dread over something I should be excited about.

being told I’m in the running to be valedictorian makes me want to work a lot harder at school in the rest of my classes

my iritis is back and my stomach hurts and I don’t know if it’s from the pain or the stress of knowing it’s only going to get worse until I can’t open my eyes at all.

really, I don’t have time to deal with this.

I’m really terrible at keeping up with this blog.

in drill team the directors told us to put our hair in a ponytail for our game

and as you can see

I tried

Anonymous said:

“This ended a little sappy :p Anyway! I really wanted to say more, something like “I adore you” or idk. I’ve never wished to hug someone as hard as I want to hug you whenever you talk(ed) about your problems and your mom or even your pets. Thank you for reading this ❤”

anon can I just

um

let me hold you forever

seriously

thank you so much for sending this message

I feel so special right now I just jklflldsakjfdsajfldksajfdksla thank you so so much ;w;

I never feel motivated to dye my hair at a normal hour

and every time, I’m stuck with dye on my hair when I’m super tired and ready to go to bed

but nope gotta wait for hair dye

sigh

I’m too stressed out for it to be a tuesday at nearly midnight.

here’s to hoping that the week gets better from here.

generally my life rn.