kat

mark june 15, 2013 as the day I finally got the courage to confess to senpai

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 22:44:05 -0400

mark june 15, 2013 as the day I finally got the courage to confess to senpai

I’m having one of those days where my self-esteem is nonexistent.

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 01:21:22 -0400

I’m having one of those days where my self-esteem is nonexistent.

it’s really hard not to stress myself the fuck out in my own house when I have an insane...

Mon, 27 May 2013 17:25:00 -0400

it’s really hard not to stress myself the fuck out in my own house when I have an insane mother who likes to start fights over nothing, makes up stories about what happened to tell my dad, and then treats it all like it’s my fault because I “want to have control over my dad.”

what even.

my mom has become a religious nut lately and it’s rEALLY FUCKING ANNOYING I told her very...

Wed, 22 May 2013 21:02:00 -0400

my mom has become a religious nut lately and it’s rEALLY FUCKING ANNOYING

I told her very calmly that all of the crosses she’s putting up in the house (there are seriously like seven of them just in the kitchen) are making me uncomfortable because I think they’re sorta morbid and SHE LITERALLY TOLD ME THAT IT WAS THE DEVIL IN MY HEAD MAKING ME FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE LIKE WHAT THE FUCK????? WHO EVEN SAYS THAT???

holy shit I am so sleepy it’s only 10 what even I have things to do THINGSSSSSS

Sun, 05 May 2013 23:10:06 -0400

holy shit I am so sleepy

it’s only 10 what even

I have things to do THINGSSSSSS

so much dread over something I should be excited about.

Sat, 04 May 2013 03:53:03 -0400

so much dread over something I should be excited about.

being told I’m in the running to be valedictorian makes me want to work a lot harder at school...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 00:13:26 -0400

being told I’m in the running to be valedictorian makes me want to work a lot harder at school in the rest of my classes

my iritis is back and my stomach hurts and I don’t know if it’s from the pain or the...

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 21:28:59 -0400

my iritis is back and my stomach hurts and I don’t know if it’s from the pain or the stress of knowing it’s only going to get worse until I can’t open my eyes at all.

really, I don’t have time to deal with this.

I’m really terrible at keeping up with this blog.

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 16:01:42 -0400

I’m really terrible at keeping up with this blog.

in drill team the directors told us to put our hair in a...

Fri, 22 Mar 2013 00:47:52 -0400

in drill team the directors told us to put our hair in a ponytail for our game

and as you can see

I tried

I don't really know if you check your messages here, but I wanted to send this message here. (and hopefully the next time you're in bad mood and sign in here, you'll see it) This blog let me have a little peak at your life and the things you feel on daily basis. It made me look up to you as a role model, you're not just the shawol I adored before, but Kat - the girl I would give a lot just to be your friend for a day. Sadly, I'm too far away to even dream about it, but anyway.

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 02:48:17 -0400

“This ended a little sappy :p Anyway! I really wanted to say more, something like “I adore you” or idk. I’ve never wished to hug someone as hard as I want to hug you whenever you talk(ed) about your problems and your mom or even your pets. Thank you for reading this ❤”

anon can I just

let me hold you forever

seriously

thank you so much for sending this message

I feel so special right now I just jklflldsakjfdsajfldksajfdksla thank you so so much ;w;

I never feel motivated to dye my hair at a normal hour and every time, I’m stuck with dye on...

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 02:38:07 -0500

I never feel motivated to dye my hair at a normal hour

and every time, I’m stuck with dye on my hair when I’m super tired and ready to go to bed

but nope gotta wait for hair dye

sigh

I’m too stressed out for it to be a tuesday at nearly midnight. here’s to hoping that...

Wed, 20 Feb 2013 00:42:38 -0500

I’m too stressed out for it to be a tuesday at nearly midnight.

here’s to hoping that the week gets better from here.

generally my life rn.

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 01:28:53 -0500

generally my life rn.

I just really want pastel pink hair. I’m thinking I want to do that tomorrow. but the front of...

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 03:55:13 -0500

I just really want pastel pink hair.

I’m thinking I want to do that tomorrow. but the front of my hair is black and that would look really silly together.

I think this is the first time I’ve ever impulsively changed my hair and ended up unsatisfied with it. sigh.

to do list for tomorrow: econ homework composition homework update not much to remember, but I feel...

Sat, 16 Feb 2013 01:26:58 -0500

to do list for tomorrow:

econ homework

composition homework

update

not much to remember, but I feel like I’m going to be super busy tomorrow. OTL.

you know that feeling, after you just exercised, when your limbs are shaky and your legs feel like...

Mon, 11 Feb 2013 03:44:08 -0500

you know that feeling, after you just exercised, when your limbs are shaky and your legs feel like jell-o and weird parts of your body ache and you know you aren’t going to want to move in the morning??

I really dig that feeling. c:

having homework and due dates is something I’m really really not used to yet. sigh. I...

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 02:57:30 -0500

having homework and due dates is something I’m really really not used to yet.

sigh.

I can’t do anything tomorrow until I finish my econ and english homework. no exceptions. fjkdlajfdlsafjdslafjdsa sobs college is hard.

I want to hear about your problem, Hun. I know you think they're trivial and annoying, but I find you very interesting and I would love to hear more about you even if its in the form if you ranting

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 23:42:25 -0500

jkkfldajfdlasjfdskal thank you anon ;w; I appreciate it

I feel bad that you feel that, but I think I understand. irrationality is what the kokoro's best at, after all. well, who knows, maybe one day you'll feel better about it, or maybe you'll find someone you want to talk to, or something. eh. fingers crossed, yeah? good luck, and I hope you feel better ❤

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 23:22:21 -0500

yeah, maybe ;w; thanks for caring, anon <3